Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Trying very hard to be a perfectionist

I guess that's one of the typical Virgos? Always trying hard to be a perfectionist.. and giving myself to much stress.

-I'm not flawless
Sometimes pictures are able to conceal my flaws and make them seem flawless. I admit i do photoshop some of my pictures if the pimples on my face is way too obvious. I edit the exposure. I am very conscious of my image to be honest. I apply very minimum makeup. Only foundation or sometimes eyeliner, a dash of blusher and lip gloss. Anyway, i use Picmonkey to edit my pictures now as Picnik is gonna close down soon.

-Too tall and underweight?
The last time i weighted myself is 44kg but i am now 49kg but my height of 169. So am i underweight or...? I'd been underweight since primary school i think. I wanna gain 3-4 more kg to 53kg!!!!

-Not a very good eyesight
i have astigmatism (San guang in chinese). I'm very lazy to wear my glasses because i look so dumb. hahaha!

- Failures in life
Not a very good person to be with and most of the time, yes i do feel like a failure in major aspects of my life. Don't see me excelling in things i love to do. Just disappointments for everyone. I'm not very confident about myself. For whatever i'd been through in the past are the causes for it. I have alot of fears.

Before edit.


After. (see the differences)


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