I admit, sometimes i might be at wrong...
The only thing i can ask for is to be free. I need some space for myself to breathe.
Doesn't means i'm the eldest so i have to be responsible for everything.
You have 3 sons too! You all always say i'm the most obedient one in the family... So what?
Seriously, i hate to be the eldest. Can i just squeeze myself back to my mum's womb and reborn as the youngest?
I have my own thinking. Being the eldest so what? I can't voice myself out. I'm not in a position to say anything. Even if my younger brother does something wrong, I can't lecture them. They scold me, hit me and being so extremely rude to me is what the youngest supposed to do?
Yes, after all i am still a girl. I know what is right or wrong. I'm 21 years old already. If i were to become ah lians, long ago i had already become one le. Each time i go out, always ended up so unhappy. 10 times go out, 10 times unhappy.
